Internet rampage

bleugh

Disrespecting my black soul

I didn't know till thirteen

By then I knew what to do

just an old routine

All the boys had a thing for me

You see me trying to smile up on this pole

But I'm just hiding the pain that’s deep in my soul

You wanna fuck me

I already know

You wanna fuck me

and toss me back on the floor

cocorosie

SMIZE

Acceptance

God in His infinite wisdom
Did not make me very wise-
So when my actions are stupid
They hardly take God by surprise

''Langston Hughes''

''I've not had a good life, i've been bad. Worse than you could ever imagine.''

So here we are again, another christmas. I dont know if i actually like christmas, like its fun but i could live with out it. Also theres new years with it's resolutions. Which i've actually never done.

I think its because i have the dedication of a 4 year old kid with attention deficit.

But this year im going to pretend to be an adult i am 20 after all. so here goes.

1. stop being so lazy and get up and go to college.

2. Try and eat ''real'' food.

3. maybe stop going out so much. *little devil on shoulder sniggers.

4. Start making clothes again and get involved in shit.

I feel silly saying these things but im a little determined to not let this year turn to shit.

Also on a compleate other note, I kind of hate people. We're all negitive little bitches. I found out recently that some one i knew briefly has been talking smack about me and my friends.

And im like you're around 25 GROW UP you spa. It just annoyed me, like we're not in school anymore and im sorry you feel that low about your self! Anyway im on the bus making the treck home to Gallimh so im off to listen to celine dion and joni mitchell.

Xoxo

Best wishes to everyone who's not a cow.

Ouch

Why do i do this to myself, im so hungover unable to move or do any sort of work and like dear lord the amount of fucking work i have to do is ridiculous! I cant even deal.

So basically im going to be lazy and shit today because i drank too much again and im dumb!

Maybe after i shower and like get awake il do work also though because im so crap at life im not really even sure what i have to have done!

Other news harringten kitteh's new favorite play toy is the tap or the toilet. He sits there for HOURS just putting his paws in and out!

lol cool

So last night we all went to this loud thing in tripod, drank 4 cans and a naggen before hand, bad idea! leads to unreal drunkenness i didnt even finish my naggen also as we got in we got like a million free drink tokens. Basically i dont remember anything! Dont know how i got to where i woke up. Dont know how who i woke up with! Just mess!

But im pretty sure i had alot of fun!

Omahyra Mota

Im obsessed with this woman and have been for some time, i love her dirtyness. its so hot.

Im bold very very bold, i have so much work to do and i just keep putting it off, its not as if i dont have time to do them, but procrastination is my favorite game! I cant deal with it but in all fairness i do work better with a deadline chasing me with flames and pitch forks. Its bad but it's just the way i am, i put things off, but i always get them done and everything works out fine, i mean i did the body of my portfolio in 2 weeks and look at me now bitches.

Also i cant sleep lately i was awake till 7 last night, its horrible i feel like shit, my skin looks like a 50 yr old rednecks . All i want is to be able to do is sleep when i go to bed.

Ever?

I was walking behind this guy watching in walk, but then he turned down a lane way, and i was like where is he going? Anyone else do this? I find myself doing it alot.

Anyhoos no news from me, its tuesday and i've a redic amount of work to do buttttt i might go out.

I know this guy has been around for ages, but i just got I-D and i now want long blonde hair, i think i would look loverly with it.

Interesting thoughts.

1.I think part of a best friend's job should be to immediately clear your computer history if you die.

2. There is great need for a sarcasm font.

3. Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died.

4. "Do not machine wash or tumble dry" means I will never wash this ever.

5. Bad decisions make good stories.

6. I hate leaving my house confident and looking good and then not seeing anyone of importance the entire day. What a waste.

7. I hate when I just miss a call by the last ring (Hello? Hello?), but when I immediately call back, it rings nine times and goes to voice mail. What did you do after I didn't answer? Drop the phone and runaway?

8. Shirts get dirty. Underwear gets dirty. Pants? Pants never get dirty, and you can wear them forever.

9. Is it just me or do secondary school kids get dumber & dumber every year?

10. There's no worse feeling than that millisecond you're sure you are going to die after leaning your chair back a little too far.

11. Sometimes I'll look down at my watch 3 consecutive times and still not know what time it is.

12. Even when opportunity knocks, you still have to get up and open the door!